MY SWEETEST JESUS.....i COME ONCE AGAIN WITH A LONG LIST OF THINGS i HAVE NOT HANDLED WELL...OF OFFENSES AND POOR EXAMPLE TO OTHERS...OF FALLING VERY SHORT OF THE ASPIRATIONS YOU HAVE FOR ME. i COME ONCE AGAIN TO SAY i AM VERY VERY SORRY...FROM THE DEPTHS OF MY HEART....i AM SORRY AND DESIRE NOTHING MORE THAN TO BE ABLE TO CHANGE...BE PLIABLE...CLAY IN YOUR PERFECT HANDS...TO BECOME ALL YOU HAVE CREATED ME TO BE. TO DO WHAT IS NECESSARY TO BECOME THE SAINT i WAS CREATED TO BE...TO MAKE UP FOR WRONG TURNS AND POOR DECISIONS....MISTAKES THAT HAVE MOVED ME FROM YOUR PERFECT WILL. PLEASE GIVE ME THE TIME AND OPPORTUNITY TO ACCOMPLISH ALL YOU HAD ENVISIONED FOR MY LIFE.....FOR YOU ARE A GOD OF U-TURNS AND MAKING NEW MEALS OUT OF LEFT OVERS!
THE SCRIPTURES CLEARLY STATE,"i CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST WHO STRENGTHENS ME!"..."ALL THINGS"....AND SO AS i KNEEL HERE BEFORE YOU WITH FACE TO THE GROUND i LIFT MYSELF UP TO STAND AGAIN...BUT ONLY WITH YOUR HELP...YOUR HELP TO CHANGE, GROW, EVOLVE, AND DO BETTER EACH AND EVERY DAY. MOST OF US ARE SORRY AND REPENT SOLELY OUT OF FEAR OF HELL AND THE POSSIBILITY OF LOSING HEAVEN...THAT IS IMPERFECT CONTRITION AND GOOD ENOUGH IF IT PROMOTES US TO GROW AND CHANGE. BUT FOR ME, THAT IS NOT AS IMPORTANT AS THIS REASON....
i LOVE YOU JESUS...i REALLY REALLY LOVE YOU MY LORD WITH ALL MY HEART, ALL MY SOUL, ALL MY MIND AND ALL MY STRENGTH IN AS FAR AS i CAN...AND i DO NOT WANT TO OFFEND YOU ANY MORE...OR HURT YOU .. YOU HAVE PLANTED THIS GREAT LOVE IN ME AND FOR THIS I AM FOREVER GRATEFUL. MY FEAR OF LOSING HEAVEN IS GREAT ONLY BECAUSE i SO DESIRE TO SPEND ETERNITY WITH YOU ONE DAY...MY DEAREST OF LOVES!
i ASK FOR THE GRACE TO BE ABLE TO LOVE ALL PEOPLE WITH YOUR LOVE...TO CARE FOR, TO LISTEN TO EVEN WHEN i THINK i CAN'T LISTEN ANY LONGER, TO GIVE HELP EVEN THROUGH THE NIGHT, TO SACRIFICE IN MANY LITTLE WAYS, TO WASH AND CLEAN OTHERS INCAPABLE OF CLEANING THEMSELVES , TO RECOGNIZE THAT IN ALL THESE SMALL THINGS I DO DAY IN AND DAY OUT.... i AM CARING FOR YOU...AND THERE IS NO GREATER JOB IN THIS WORLD...NOTHING MORE IMPORTANT THAN THIS MINISTRY OF 1 ON 1 CARE FOR FIRST MY OWN (as the Word says,"Don't turn your back on your own!") AND THEN FOR ALL THOSE YOU SEND INTO MY LIFE.
MAY MY LIFE BE SIMPLY AN "ADVERTISEMENT" FOR YOU....MAY YOU BE SEEN AND i BE INVISIBLE. TO YOU ALWAYS BE ALL THE HONOR FOR ANY GOOD OR WORTHY THING i SAY OR DO FOR YOU ARE THE ONLY SOURCE OF EVERYTHING GOOD AND HOLY. THANK YOU FOR ALWAYS AFFORDING ME AN OPPORTUNITY TO START AGAIN...THANK YOU FOR CONFESSION...THANK YOU FOR YOUR GIFT OF PRIESTHOOD.......PLEASE ALWAYS STAY CLOSE....i NEED YOU!
IN YOUR (JESUS') SWEET NAME i PRAY! AMEN!!!
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